I thought I had a purpose. I believe in myself. But sometimes I wonder. I question where I am going. I know this music thing is me. I know I will be something great. But if I know it why do I doubt it? Is it just a matter of time? I hope so. As for all my worries, they shouldn’t be there. I am worried about what? Can’t I and won’t I get everything I want? They’ll try to take it from me. I can’t let them.


It’s whatever I want. That’s it.

Wow. Now I know the source. Containing it…no…no more.

No more questions either.

Peace, at last. 

One Love


It’s crazy how much our bodies, our souls, and our minds hate being forced to do what they don’t want. Why does this love forcing us into slavery? Why are so many people content with it? They aren’t. They are just in denial. It’s too much pride, but the suffering is supposed to make that diminish. I don’t know. All I know is that my soul is reaching for something I cannot deny it. One Love. One God. 

Fear, Religion, and Freedom


I never understood the hypocrisy of people who act like they do not have desires, physical and nonphysical. Even religious figures have desires. It’d be disturbing to think of those who deny that fact. Wonder if priests touching children is a consequence of that denial. Asceticism and discipline have negative consequences that we are blind to as human beings, such as judging others for not “achieving similar standards”, but such perfectionists attitudes are inhuman, unrealistic, and, as a result, hypocritical.

Take a look for instance at Israel, where Palestinians suffer everyday because Israelis believe they are more entitled to land then others for whatever reason they can conjure or assert, be it biblical prophecy, the Holocaust, or anti-Semitism. I always feel like these Israeli prime ministers and presidents, like most politicians, love portraying themselves as above-human individuals with higher standards of behavior, ideology, and culture. This is comparable to the superficial culture of Republicanism and Conservatism in the U.S., and the U.K. come to think of it, which I see as another product of attempts by people to abuse their privileges in order to reap more benefits and to live better while tormenting others with outrageous ideas about the “proper” standards of living that they themselves cannot meet.

Ah, ignorance. There is nothing like it.

I was working on the proof of one of my poems all the morning, and took out a comma. In the afternoon I put it back again.  – Oscar Wilde

the bells


This new picture I posted is really impersonal but I chose it for political reasons. It reflects one dimension of me.

I’d like to say I am a little distressed.

You might ask why.

I might say because of some things like being afraid of not getting what I want.

And you might say fuck what you want.

I’ll think about it.

Then I’ll go back to what I want.

 

I am an insane artist.

I am many things.

I am one with the world.

I am high and fried.

 

The world thinks I am who I am not.

It is in need of an icon.

 

What happened to the John Lennons, the Martin Luther Kings and the Malcolm X’s?

 

All shot dead but times are different and the light is pouring through.

 

The bells of freedom are ringing again.

 

democracy


why shouldn’t democracy and capitalism exist globally? is it a bad system? what about culture and tyranny of the majority? what about the degrees of individualism and the threat of collective oppression?