the business of debate


BigBusiness

Political debateĀ is the biggest business in America.

Everything is business in America – I guess that’s the beauty of it – but as with every business – there are competitors, and I ain’t here tryna’ monopolize but damn do I have an argument that might put yall fundamentalists OUT OF BUSINESS! I mean, wouldn’t you rather be a business man of good conscious that makes money off being honest and ethical than one of lies and facades used to mislead people because you don’t have it in your heart to be humble? HUH SARAH PALIN HUH!?

haha…pardon my professionalism. HEY THIS IS A BLOG OKAY! I was disenfranchised from the official system so I hadda turn to the underworld and this southern colloquial to get by in the business of the land of big business.

I love debating – proving points. I guess that’s not a good thing. I just love the study of social science and debating is just another way of indulging in a good old conversation – you don’t have to be angry, just learn the G code and you will know exactly how to maneuver through. Okay now I’m selling my secrets. Bah, they can’t be learned. You either got it or you don’t. We’re all determined beings bro. Mahara-ji.

So, to all my libertarians, socialists, atheists, anarchists. Bring it. Let’s get some artistic debate on.

 


Not sure why I do this to myself. Abandoned my team because I thought I wasn’t meant for them. Lost faith in us. My family is disappointed and as lost about me as I am. Today I argued with my mom again, about the same shit. Money, school, and a lack of direction. I had a direction once and lost it, perhaps because of ego, fear, and maybe out of pain. I’d been hurt by my friends for their behavior, but now I am suffering. Disconnected from my original artistic team, and in such a financial mess that I am unsure about where I am headed. I have my faith in God and in my destiny, but what then am I doing wrong? Where am I going wrong? Is it in my desire to be alone and the only one? Or I should say my “ego’s” desire to be the only one and on its own. But how hypocritical. I don’t even want to be an artist but I allow whatever feeling to creep into my conscience and convince me that I need the credit, that I need to be on top, the leader, the recognized, the prestigious. But how shallow? I mean I think it is part of human nature to want recognition, but where am I going wrong? I don’t want to do this art thing alone. I want my team back. I want to be a part of Colours of the Culture. I want to be co-founder, creative director, artistic director, producer, and song writer. I would also like to write articles and such. That is my only way of making money and establishing progress. What about fears of failure and Niko’s flaws? Can I correct where things go wrong? This was my job before. Long as we can see money and return, and as long as my positions are delineated and clear, I want a cut. I get paid by Colours of the Culture for my services. What bothers me is that I want to be co-founder, co-leader at least, not just some employee of a company, especially if my services are integral. That way I can quit all my jobs and start my services. I am an artist working for Colours and I provide services. I can produce videos, songs, lyrics, write-ups, but I don’t want to work as an artist. Strange when you realize what you actually want is what was intended for you and not what your ego desires.