Trying to be rational while maintaining your faith is a task. Many things that happen in this world make us question our faith. Reason is a tool that we use to understand things, including our faith, and things outside our faith. Strange, however, the notion is, that our faiths our doubted. Keep the faith alive through it all.
what do you do when you love some thing, and you want some thing, and it is there but you are too afraid to go for it? you say, I trust in you my Lord, that the reason why I want this, is because of you.
if you want to be perfect — you will fail.