THE BEAT LAB


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they spread lies to make it seem like we don’t have enough resources to be individual dreamers.


Too much on my mind right now. A spliff would be nice. Debating a lot. Life decisions. Friendships. Careers. Kind of tired of irrational faith. Tired of irrational perfectionism. Tired of being limited by my self. Tired of being convinced that I do not deserve glory. Sick of not embracing my sickness, my elite quality. Yes, as pompous as I sound, this is true sentiment. There are many things I want and love, I’m just having a hard time because of various paranoias and because I hate regretting decisions. I don’t want to be alone. Sometimes I feel like I do it to my self. 

 


Sometimes we forget the horrors of slavery. We forget the horrors of our own suffering. I remember though. I remember very well. Now even, I fear it. I want my truth. I want my freedom, Lord.


What connects us all as human beings?


A lot of times I feel like people have a problem with God and with social equality. They don’t like to see others as equals. Do they not understand the evil that this brings? Do they not see the torment they put others through simply to display their own vanity, their own lust to be worshipped, glorified and put on a pedestal? I don’t get it. I don’t get it at all. It is a matter of time but still. I don’t get it. If we all have free wills, if we are all destined to be free as individuals, to seek happiness, answers, and our overall purpose, then why must we suffer at the hands of a few who are so ignorant of themselves that they do not change, they do not improve themselves, they remain bitter and ironically reliant on everyone but themselves. Rely on yourself people. I don’t get it.


Some people are afraid of losing their ability to dictate events to their liking so they keep their thoughts hidden. I don’t know if it’s a personal thing, or if it is a general thing. So if things don’t go their way do they merely abandon their friends? Probably. It’s because they want to control people. Why? Why are people so infatuated with the evil of pleasuring themselves off the misery of others?