Free will is a gift. Prize it. It is a blessing from the Lord. Pursue your happiness as you may. Abide by justice. Preach it. Live your lives, and be happy. Connect with the inner you.
Trying to be rational while maintaining your faith is a task. Many things that happen in this world make us question our faith. Reason is a tool that we use to understand things, including our faith, and things outside our faith. Strange, however, the notion is, that our faiths our doubted. Keep the faith alive through it all.