Nobody should suffer like this. Economic hardship is difficult. Faith is strong, and its the only sustenance I have. I am weakening day by day, and yet somehow my body is still here, functioning. This is true pain, I feel here everyday. The financial concerns, the personal concerns, the atheism of everybody around me losing faith and trust in God. It is very challenging. I just ask for blessings and protection and that things really start looking up soon. Peace. Just give me peace Lord.