its like nobody understands what i want. its freedom. its that destination. that place on the beach. manhood. independence. happiness. paradise with my children, my wife, my mother, my family, and Allah. bring me there Lord. i am weak, uncertain and in shambles. where do i go? where has my confidence gone? why am i answering to others? why am i not answering myself. i am a prodigy in my soul. my destination. my heaven. believe.