The world shall know me soon.
Month: February 2013
I am where I am today because it could be no other way.
Jezabelle
A woman’s body upon mine,
Clad none, dressed in light,
Skin of white, pale, just right,
A scent of semen, her lips
surrounding my inner want,
Together, we become a serpent,
Rising into the air without spine,
A love affair between two,
for life.
Jezabelle
A woman’s body upon mine,
Clad none, dressed in light,
Skin of white, pale, just right,
A scent of semen, her lips
surrounding my inner want,
Together, we become a serpent,
Rising into the air without spine,
A love affair between two,
for life.
I have my faith. I just want fulfillment. Lord grant me that. I look around and I wonder. What will I achieve?
Need to quit my job and become economically self-dependent. I can’t live this way anymore, slaving to others. I want freedom, relaxation, money, wealth and fulfillment. There are many things I want, beyond those desires too, like prestige, reputation, accomplishment, applause, legacy, glory, fame. And sometimes I don’t want any of that, but what I am saying is I want to be able to want whatever. Can I not be free in this world? And when all of that is achieved, what am I to do next? What is the purpose of this life, the greater purpose for me and all other individual men? To defeat the evildoers who violate justice? And then what? What happens then? Are we temporal? Will we live eternally, happily? What do we not know? Ah, questions…
Deep within me is the desire to do something great, to be something great. That is why with everything I do, I put myself at the highest standard. It is my nature. It is who I am.